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2009-10-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

Gah, el paper today was screwed. Didnt have time to complete my speech! And compo quite a piece of crappy shit, argh. ): Summary and compre were screwed too. But guess i can get a pass, at least. Super disappointed. Me want at least B4 lah. Walao.

After listening to Ms Wong's talk, i realised i have been doing what she was talking about. Working hard just for parent's sake, to prove to them i could do it. I should not. I really should not. I should work hard for my own sake, for my own future. :)

Sat: Lit IP. Find maths and physics notes and file them. Do chem and physics notes, must complete them.
Sun: CTs and MYE. Revise geog. Complete longman book.
Mon: Geog paper. Complete the minitests. Revise the other papers or TB. Make sure rmb formula.
Tues: Maths P1. Copy finish jayne's lit. Read thru all chem notes.
Wed: Chem paper. Do the mock paper again. Read notes.
Thurs: Maths P2 & Physics paper. Read the notes for lit!!
Fri: Lit paper. BUGIS WITH JAYNE :)

Where is the love? :(

2009-10-07T16:49:00.004+08:00

Sad ttm.
Super Girl - Super Junior.

Talking with pepper and vinegar now. Going on date tmrw <:
Btw, doraemon carrying balloon oh! (Inside joke)
Me and Jayne today ji crap yi xia lol.
Ok, me go and try to study now k!
I want pwn geog you know :)
Zaijian le, don't miss me lol.

♥: 没有你的第四天。为什么爱情哪么伤？

Noob.

2009-09-17T16:39:00.002+08:00

Stupid whiney bitch.

2009-09-13T21:09:00.004+08:00

Nothing hurts more when i deleted your number.
Nothing hurts more when i numb myself, trying to make myself forget your number.
Nothing hurts more when i deleted all the saved msgs from you.
Nothing hurts more to delete your name in loves.
Nothing hurts more to think that you have changed, so much.
Nothing hurts more to know that now in your heart there is only her..
Nothing hurts more than hating you and loving you at the same time..
~~Hurting myself to forget you is the best.~~
....

2009-09-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

~~Fucking~~ freaking disappointed in you.
Perhaps it was all one-sided.

2009-09-03T16:26:00.004+08:00

Hihihihihihih, reopened my blog :)
Damn, im now freaking bored okay.
Skipped school today cos im sick :x
Flu, cough, fever. Guess im alright now.
But i wanna skip school tmr cos got 2 period of chinese.
Can die one, sighs. I hate chinese. :(
Btw, today have sexuality education. Lmao please.
& why must sick on thurs!?!?
Feeling super terrible now. Gawd.
Hungry, sad, angry, sick. Damn damn damn.

(我还想他...)

2009-08-30T13:29:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, i need a break too.
Im only human, not supergirl.
And, can love stop hurting so much? :/

2009-08-28T19:14:00.004+08:00

Im sorry.
I just feel super left out there.
Im sorry for skipping it today.
But there is really no reason for me to stay on anymore.
You all don't even treat me as a friend.
Shall not waste anymore efforts to retain all of the friendship.
I know. I know you all think im useless to the team now coz i cant contribute in matches.
But you think i dun want to? I miss netball alot, too right?
Everytime i train my knee hurts. But i have never thought of giving up.
Unless others ask me to. But my injury stops everything.
Forget it, i should just quit.

Im sick & tired, don't you think this is true?

Maybe its time to go private again.

2009-08-28T16:54:00.002+08:00

I think i look dumb in the first picture.
Bata with kahling & yentl ytd after sakura.
Got other photos but lazy to post.
Going on phone already, ciaoz.

(Edit,)
I just realise alot of ppl got wish me on facebook, just that i nvr see.
Paiseh hor, those who wish me i thank you loads loads and love you loads loads :)
Idiot noob pangseh me more :(

2009-08-27T21:19:00.004+08:00

I have a wonderful girlfriend. Which is so retarded that makes me wanna kill her sometimes. She dedicated a long long (okay not so) post to me just now, and now im going to do the same to her. I love her alot and im going on a date with her on tues and im very happy ^^ She is an idiot and the one who makes me laugh in english class the most.
LIM TIAN EN I LOVE YOU. :D
(AND STOP BEING A RETARD AT MY TAGBOARD!!!!)

2009-08-27T16:53:00.007+08:00

(Edited at the bottom.)
Im 14! :D
Super happy yoh. :)
The girls sang happy birthday to me during PE, super paiseh please. ):
Thanks to alot of ppl for their wishes and presents. :D

First, those close to me :D
♥, for being there for me everytime. Love you loads :D
Piggy, for wishing me in the morning. You slept at 2 but didnt wanna wish me! ):
MelissaYik, for wishing me @ 0000 and for being the first one to do so :)
YeoKahling, for the nicenice stitch and tasmanian w izze :)
YentlLee, for the wonderful sakura treat! :D

Then other friends, :D
Tianen, Minyi, Peggy, Mandy, Jayne, Angela, Xinni, Charmaine, Wanyan, Zuqing, Hujie, IsaacCe, Sophia, Jack, Shaoxiang, Renuha, Izzati, Ihaa, Atikah, Aishah, Zhenyu, Darsicius, Jonathan.

Birthday cake from minyi! :D

Hope didnt miss anyone out, :D
Okay you stupid pig can you come back home now?! :@

(Edited,)
Perhaps, now i should stay introvert.
Never to try to obtain back lost friendship,
or try to make new friendship.
I should just be with those that im close with.
And nvr let them go like how i did in the past.
I should change, and i think that it will be the right choice.

Yay i love melissa, thank you for the post.
Muacks muacks. Lol :)

2009-08-26T17:21:00.004+08:00

Mollyxia<3 :)

Went out with lowest-common-multiple after school.
Eat then walk and home.
Wanted to go netball but knee super pain.
Okay, off to bathe then put the rubby thing.
Tmr 27aug eh! :B

Don't think you are worth of her good friendship.

(Edit,)
I forgot to say my results. Lol. x.x
All of my results:
Chem, 20/25 Disappointed, thought could have done better.

Physics, 21/25 VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED. All 4 marks lost is cos nvr write unit or wrong direction.

Maths, 43/50 Super disappointed, all careless -.- Posted before.

Chinese, 13/20. Okay-okay with it, at least didnt fail :)

English, 21/25. Quite disappointed lah, i wrote 'sooth' instead of 'soothe'. If i wrote the 'e' then could have gotten 22 and top the whole freaking lvl lor :(

Okay done :)

2009-08-25T18:36:00.004+08:00

Fuck lah hor, your own understanding got problem want kpkb?
Scold us all bitches? Fucker. What did we do to you man.
Rant all about me for all you want.
I. Don't. Give. A. Fucking. Damn. _l_
I wanted to tell you what happened. Then you come talk much crap.
Cb lah hor, bastard.
Pissed.
Yeah so now my mum come bitch me lah hor.
Cb fucking bitches and bastards.
Everyone SHUTTHEFUCKUP lah.

2009-08-24T19:23:00.004+08:00

For some other people,
getting 43 for maths is very good.
But for me, getting 43 is very sucky, very lousy.
Especially when its my best subject,
the subject i counted most on to pull up my overall.
Very super disappointed when i got the marks.
& guess what? All careless mistakes.
Or else i could have gotten 50. Full marks.
Factorised when the question said expand,
Copied down the answer to the next line wrongly,
Sketched uglyly, Round off wrongly.
All this mistakes, caused me my 7 marks.
Disappointed.

(Edit,)
And yes, of course. Left out like always. (:

2009-08-23T16:00:00.003+08:00

(Insert love!) :)

"Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again"
♥Touch my hand - David Archuleta

Yay. Birthday celebration later. Woo-hoo.
Love you love you :)

2009-08-22T22:34:00.004+08:00

(Never possible.)

SSC spring cleaning > Limbang mac with SSC > Zhixian's house > Yueqi's house > Arcade > Bukit batok playground > Bukit batok skatepark > Lot1 > Yueqi's house > Home.
Tired but happy. Buai me wanna sleeeeeep.
Tag me to be linked lah. :@
Stupid pigggggg bully me D:<

2009-08-21T16:21:00.009+08:00

This is my husband! :B

Exam over! Happy! Although i know will be quite disappointed in some subjs :/
Lit, geog, chinese is seriously no hope liao.
Hope maths and science maintain high marks, but doubt so for maths. ):
English get a B can liao ):

Went to kamho's hse today with julie, shermy, marcus and casper :)
Going out tmr again, i think. :D
Tmr got SSC cleaning up, remember okay :)

我很累! 我很累! 我很累! 我很累! 我很累! 我很累! 我很累! 我很累! 我很累!
Hiong studies for like 3 days liao ):
Everyday only got 6-7 hours sleep only!
I think i later will take nap or sleep at 7/8. Bleh.

Read liao must tag me hor! ):
Okay off to watch hotshotshotshotshot! :)

Mentos green apple & strawberry and cream lollipop (L)
Love you like always :)
/Edit.
That stupid daryl made me go high high high ):
Stop saying bout him okay. Omg cuteness! LOL.
<3 <3 <3 <3 :P

2009-08-17T18:30:00.008+08:00

(Took a pen and a paper, and wrote down my feelings for you.)

Not-so-wonderful day today. ): Didnt manage to study much, *sigh*.
Then that stupid ahma of mine pangseh me can! And keep saying me with ahem! Walau please ):
Study abit with prawn & lobster then lot1 mac with them and home :)
The feel for blogging is back! :) :) :)

(Edit,)
Okay now i am here to waste time. 8min! Quiz! :)

Promise you would answer every question honestly! No skipping of questions!
The questions might get quite personal!

1) Do you prefer Crushin’, Interested in, or Relationship?
Relationship.

2) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
Yup.

3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah.

4) Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
Don't think so :)

5) How many hearts do you think you have broken?
Don't have lah!

6) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
If it means not hurting the other party that much.

7) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Depends.

8) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
No. LOL.

9) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
Idk?!

10) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
No.

11) Be honest, do you play the “game” when you are dating?
What game? LOL.

12) Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yup.

13) Are you a romantic?
Okay-okay?

14) Do you believe that you can change someone?
Yup. Did it before :)

15) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
Idk?

16) Sex buddies – good or bad?
LOL. Bad.

17) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Not usually. LOL.

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether he/she know or not?
Yup.

19) Is he/she a campus crush?
Yeah.

20) Have you ever thought you could’ve had someone but you messed that up?
Yup.

Q: Do you have a lot of guy/girl friends?
Girlfriends.

Q: Did you ever wish you were a boy/girl?
Nah.

Q: Girls Rule Boys Drool. Is that statement true?
YES. LOL!

Q: What do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Loving.

Q: Would you rather hugs or kisses from a boy/girl?
...

Q: Is there a boy/girl you wish you had never met?
Yes.

Q: Do you get tired of boys/girls easily?
Nah.

Q: Would you rather chill with boys or girls?
Both are fine? LOL.

Q: Choose, good looks and no personality or ugly and great personality?
Both also don't want. LOL.

Q: Would you date an emo guy/girl?
Nah. I so hyper. LOL.

Q: Would you date a gangster guy/girl?
No.

Q: Is your life revolving around a certain boy/girl right now?
Think so.

Q: Name three things you notice first about a guy/girl
1. Actions.
2. Looks.
3. Hair. (LOL.)

Q: Why did you decide to do this note?
Cos i want time to pass quick.

Q: Why don’t boys do notes as much as girls do?
Cos boys are dumb :)

Q: Last guy you talked to:
My dad? LOL.

Q: Last guy that made you smile:
:)

Q: Are you thinking of someone as you write this?
Yup.

Q: Do you hope that he/she read this?
Yeah.

Q: They won’t actually bother to read it though, will they?
Think so.

Q: Do you like boys/girls in tight clothes?
Disgusting! LOL.

Q: Do you like when boys/girls wear their pants low so you can see their underwear?
Wth?

Q: Do real men really wear pink?
Yup.

Q: Do you like it when guys/girls sing to you?
Yeah.

Q: Name one thing you HATE about your crush
Super bad sometimes.

Q: Name one thing you LOVE about your crush
Super great sometimes :)

Q: Are you with any guys right now?
No. LOL.

Q: What is the difference between a ‘guyfriend’ and a ‘boyfriend’?
Guyfriend is normal friend, boyfriend is stead? o.o

Q: Do you plan on getting married?
Yes?

Q: Do you like Valentine’s Day?
Yah.

Q: Will that special someone remember your birthday?
He does! :)

Q: Will you remember him?
Duh, yes. -.-

Q: Do you believe in horoscopes?
Okay-okay?

Q: Have you ever read his?
No.

Q: Is this note way too long?
Yes!

Q: Are you a flirt?
No.

Q: Is that a good thing?
Idk.

Q: Would you rather dinner and movie or walk on the beach for a date?
Both also want :)

Q: Would you die for a guy/girl?
Maybe.

Q: Would any boy/girl die for you?
Don't think so.

Q: Do you think you are hot in demand?
No. -.-

Q: Are you glad this note is done, finally?
Yup. Its 9! :D

Okay, bye-bye :)

2009-08-16T21:02:00.007+08:00

I feel like cutting you out of the photo and everything will be perfect :)

My house is painted! My room have nice c-o-l-o-u-r-s! Light blue ceiling, purple-pink & light purple walls. Haha, and im happy now alright :) Talking to a fat pig now! He promise me to work hard leh :D
And yep going to study with my ahma tmr. Will make him treat me! :X Hehe, happy ^^.

2009-08-13T21:18:00.006+08:00

(Not happy yet not sad,)

♥Happy day! (L)
At bball court almost whole time after school. :/
Slacked w julie, joan, marcus, chuanguan, kamho. :)
Daryl, daryl, junjie and sylves @ bball court. He-he.
Talked to kamho most of the time! :D
Stop saying im ur zhabor please. LOL.
& he spray water on me and i spray him back.
Then he pour whole thing on me. :(
F got come sometimes you know! Cos he got *ahem*! LOL.
Daryl, me very happy! :X
Chuanguan, marcus and kamho left around 6.30?
Julie and me left after awhile, cos of someone. LOL.
Yay yay talking to someone on phone @ 10 :)!

Theresa, happy post! :D

Hurting again and again.

2009-08-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

I guess.. Even if you do that its alright.
Afterall, im not worthy of you.
Its just my wishful thinking, huh?

i love melisso.

Impossible to let go,

2009-08-11T14:51:00.014+08:00

Sunday.
Happy birthday Singapore & Xuanxuan! :DD
Sentosa with mother's side of family. Reached @ 11+, then play water all those. Sing song and cut cake all those. Could sense my cousin was super upset because all those old aunts keep singing for Singapore. LOL. He is 4 and born on 9/8. Lol. That Jovita also go Sentosa, same beach but didnt see her. :( At night played captain's ball with cousins. Knee quite pain after that. Then we waited until 8.22pm to recite the pledge. Blasted car's radio. Hehe. Enjoyable day. :)

Monday&Tuesday.
DARYL VERY NOOB.
(Kay i posted abt you. :P)

PS: Girl, do you think copying msn name also is too much? :) I let you for blogskin is already very good. Please change others if you have also copied me. Thankyou.

(Edit,)
Quiz ripped frm vanessa's blog. :X

A: Angela
1) Do you love this person?
- Okay-okay lah. Lol.
2) Is this person your enemy?
- No.
3) Is this person taller than you?
- Duh! No. LOL!
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B: Brendan
1) What do you really think of this person?
- He is my friend? Lol.
2) What’s his favourite color?
- Idk. o.o
3) Ever danced with him?
- No? Lol.
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C: Charmaine
1) Do you like this person?
- Yup she my chao mian! :D
2) Where did you meet this person?
- Kranji? LOL.
3) How old is she?
- 13-14? Lol.
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D: Daryl 2F
1) How long have you known him?
- Since sec1?
2) Biggest regret?
- Lol fight with him cos of some lame stuff.
3) Have you ever quarreled with this person?
- ALOT OF TIMES! LOL.
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E: E. (LOL, DARYL!)
1) Have you met his/her parents?
- See before.
2) Worst thing about this person?
- E know I know. :)
3) Best thing about this person?
- OMFGLOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE. LOL. Fahuachi! LOL.
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F: F. LOL!!!!!!!!
1) Have you ever dated this person?
- Nope. LOL.
2) When is the next time you will see this person?
- Tmr!!!! LOL.
3) Did you go to school with this person?
- See him on bus a few times before.
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G: G, LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.
1) Is he a good listener?
- Yes. LOL.
2)have you ever lived with this person?
- Ew. LOLLLL. (Daryl dun LOL.)
3) Is this person nice?
- YES. LOL.
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H: Huifang
1) What year is she in?
- Er, sec2? LOL.
2) Is she your best friend?
- Okay-okay friend? o.o
3) Ever done something illegal with that person?
- Yup we went to bed. LOL. As if.
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I: Idiot daren. LOL.
1) What is this person’s favourite food?
- XXXXX's boobs. LOL.
2) Where did you meet this person?
- 1F'o9? LOL.
3) Do you trust this person?
- NO. LOL.
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J: Jiexiang
1) Does he have any siblings?
- I dunno. LOL.
2) Do you know his favourite song?
- No. LOL.
3) What would you do if he confessed she liked you?
- Kick him back to *ahem*. LOL.
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K: Kahling
1) How old were you when you both first met?
- 13.
2) What's her favourite thing to do?
- Go crazy over flh? LOL.
3) Ever danced with this person?
- No. LOL.
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L: Limjunhao, DAREN. (LOL I OWN YOU.)
1) What would you do if you had never met this person?
- Not be so horny. LOL
2) Do you like him?
- Friend lah. LOL. (AW DAREN DUN SAD. LOL!!)
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?
- IF HE PAYS. LOL.
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M: Melissa
1) Is this person older than you?
- Yes. LOL.
2) Is this person single?
- Aiyo........................LOL!
3) How many times do you talk to her in a week?
- Alot of times. LOL.
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N: Nicole
1) Is this person your friend?
- Can say so?
2) Have you seen this person cry?
- No.
3) Have you ever wanted to punch her?
- No.
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O: Olivia
1) Are you two related?
- Pri school good good friend. :)
2) Could you live with this person?
- Yes. LOL.
3) Is this person is gay?
- She's a happy girl. And i miss her :(
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P: Peggy
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
- Outing? LOL.
2) How about a sleepover with her?
- I want. :P
3) Does this person have a job?
- That time sell ice-cream? o.o
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Q: QQQQQQQQQQQQQQ'Guys in class. LOL.
1) Do they drink alcohol?
- I dunno. LOL.
2) Have you seen them dance?
- NO. LOL.
3) Where do they work?
- I dunno. LOL
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R: Renuha
1) Have you heard this person sing?
- NO. LOL.
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with her?
- Erm, class bbq? LOL.
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person?
- Nothing :)
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S: Shihui
1) Is this person taller than you?
- No. LOL.
2) What do you think is her hobby?
- Going out. LOL.
3) Does she live close to you?
- No! Super far can. LOL.
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T: TheveryfunnyJUNYI.
1) Would you do anything for him/her?
- Dunno. LOL.
2) Have you been to his/her house?
- No. LOL.
3) Is this person a narcissist?
- Okay.. What's this word? LOL.
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U: U-know (Yunho) LOL!!!!!!!!!
1) Is this person in a relationship?
- Yes with me!
2) Do you know where he lives?
- With me. LOL.
3) What language does this person speak?
- Korean!
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V: VeryveryverynoobDARREN.
1) Do you see this person alot?
- Everyday in school. LOL.
2) When did you meet this person?
- 3rdJanuary'o8. (I think.)
3) Is this person your friend?
- Yah.
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W: Weien
1) Have you ever gone shopping with this person?
- No o.o
2) Name the friends that both of you have?
- Lol alot of ppl.
13) What color eyes does this person have?
- I DUNNO!
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X: Xinyi
1) Why are you friends with her?
- Not my friend. LOL.
2) Do you think this person will repost this?
- I dunno her! LOL.
3) Does this person play any instruments?
- I dunno LOL.
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Y: YongtaufooJASON.
1) Does this person wear make-up?
- I THINK HE MAKE-UP HIS DICK. LOL.
2) Does this person play the piano?
- NO. LOL. BUT HE CAN PLAY GAY PORN. LOL.
3) What is one thing that reminds you of this person?
- LOL, YONGTAUFOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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Z: Zhixian
1)does this person have msn?
- Yeah.
2) Is this person quiet or loud?
- Most of the time loud. LOL.
3) Does this person have any special skills?
- Dunno.
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OKAY DONE, DARYL QUICK COME BACK. LOL. IM GOING CRAZY OVER EFG,♥! LOL.

Do you know what's worth fighting for?

2009-08-07T17:04:00.010+08:00

Ndp celebration today. Totally sucked, cos everything in the class one -.-
Cleaned cage w netball peeps after that. :)
Went to cut hair, and i think i look dumb. ):
Do you all think i feel happy when you all leave me out? You all keep making me wanna cry. I know i made a mistake. But cant you all give me a chance? Perhaps its true, that although it takes years to build up a friendship, something said wrong will just ruin it beyond repair. You all make me feel like quitting. And you. Although you have a pretty exterior, you have a black heart.
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?

:D/D:?

2009-08-06T21:02:00.004+08:00

:D/D:?
E making me sad F making me happy.
On a happier note, wearing classtee tmrw! Yipee-yay-yay.

Im back :D

2009-08-04T19:43:00.007+08:00

Hello, im back. Just to sum up this few weeks/days,

Talked on phone w twin for quite a few days.
Baked cheesecake w julie!
Coach let me run at last :D
Thanks J for lending me PE :)
Went to zhixian's friend's hse to take her hamster.
FFS is fun but im quitting now. ^^

Thats all i think. Bye-bye, going to bathe then do maths. :)
& Add my new email, lucia._.luv@hotmail.com. :D

Because its not you anymore,

2009-07-31T22:36:00.004+08:00

Hi, im back. :/

Im afraid of losing you agn. Stop doing things you know i dun like.
Letting go and holding on are both not solutions,

2009-07-23T15:30:00.002+08:00

Im tired. Im tired of losing everything i had before. I really regret, not treasuring what i had before. Now i've lost everything. Friends, love, netball. The things i treasured greatest last time, all lost. Is there really no path to turn back? Even if im sorry? I have feelings. Don't take it as if i dun have and say mean stuff abt me. Will you still be here for me? Or will you leave me when you want?

2009-07-22T14:22:00.008+08:00

MELISSA YIK BROKE MY HEART! :'(

Fking imba. :@ Why the hell is kyuhyun so hot.

2009-07-21T20:12:00.004+08:00

(Saddest i have ever been,)

Stop doing this. Stop giving me hope, and taking it away. You may think its fun, but im sorry. I believed in you once, but not again. I changed for you once, but not again. Goodbye, i will treat you as a stranger from now on. I guess im nothing w/o you, and you are everything w/o me.
--
Okay, guess im fine now? Today lessons were fun, Daren Darren Jason Anta Brendan were retarded uh. Aft school and then home w Zhixian. :)
Haiz but its still hard to forget you completely. Totally no mood.

2009-07-19T22:23:00.001+08:00

Too bad if you didnt see the previous post.
Im tired.

2009-07-19T22:00:00.004+08:00

And you chose this moment. Tmr will be the first month. And you chose today to be back into my life. Are you trying to make me heartbreak like fk whenever you go, and expect me to open my heart agn for you whenever you choose to come back? How many pieces do you want my heart to be broken into?
Im tired.

Yunho! ♥

2009-07-18T20:47:00.005+08:00

Okay, so now im not going to post what fxcking happened just now. Just that im fxcking pissed.

Sighs, is this guy hot or just hot? :/
This guy is my hottie!

Fucking idiots.

2009-07-17T16:19:00.003+08:00

Post tmr or maybe ltr. Totally angry now.
I am now super pissed @ ppl who do not reply my msges.

(Edited.)
Okay guess now im not that pissed anymore. (-o-) Ohmy tmr's outing is like super freaking unplanned. Now gg liao, idk to go for which. :/ I wanna watch hairy potty. Hahahaha this post is so so so so so random. Guess next post i will post abt my luvluv<3. Hahaha. Fine, im lame. (-.-)

Forgetting you,

2009-07-16T21:49:00.010+08:00

Out with my retarded tianen today. :) Went to yewtee point to eat hokkien mee (-.-), and then went to find (insert name yrself). Then sat lrt one round (-.-) and went to southview. @ southview saw stupid nerd noob tiger a.k.a jie liang like totally whatthehell. He claims i stalked him when in actual fact he stalked me wow. Er, then went to tianen friend's hse to pass her $.

Then went to westmall. At first that retard wanted to eat. Keehong one she, just eat can. Then an embarrassing thing happened like *weeeee-u-weeeeeeet.* Okay i promised her not to say. ): Mrt-ed back to lot1 quick because of that thing. And i havent buy what i wanted to lor. (-.-)

Lot1, went to 7-11 and bought the capsules. Im in love with it alr. ^^ Wooo, buy alot alot with me please. :D Then off to library, sit there not 5min she wanna go off. LOL. Waste my time only, hmph. Saw 2 couples inside also, HAHAHAH. Then went to buy another capsule. :x Now i got ms sunshine & mr small! Yay. Bus-ed home while she train-ed home. :)

& Im going to work super double triple hard for my triple science. I want it, i really do! I can do it if i work hard. Lucks to everyone else too :)

I've just woken up frm the harsh reality. That you will never be mine anymore. Maybe in the past, but never now, or even in the future. Its all over.

(Yesterday's post, i saved it in drafts.)

For today, aft school play cards with kamho they all. Nothing le bah. Just think that im losing more and more friends. & I got disabled frm facebook cos i used julie's hack. :( Posting photos of my love tmr. Lol.

Currently super sad now. Byebye.

Hiiiiii.

2009-07-13T22:01:00.004+08:00

Hi im back :) :) :).
Isaac says it was easy to see my link alr.
Lol, so most of you shld have gotten it.
I've decided, now in my life, there will only be 3 things.
Friends, studies and netball. :D
Okay i shall try to tolerate my mum too.
No more fxxked attitude. :)
Lucia will be a good girl! Lol.
Okay bye, off to mass convo.

Ps: Tiger ftl, Lucia ftw! :D

2009-07-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hi daryl. LOLLLLLLLL.
Maybe i will tell everyone my blog. :D
Soon maybe, o.o?
Got fever and sore throat.
Ytd go see doctor, super xiasuay please.
Temperature 38.9 then have to sit outside the clinic. LOL-.-
Lucky not H1N1, LOL.
So got 2 days mc, means i got 5 days of holidays. HAHA.
Today maple almost whole day, then weien passed me homework.
Thanks :D:D
Yay off to maple now. LOL.
Daren you better treat me mac i give you around 35-40m le k. :@

2009-07-03T23:01:00.005+08:00

How could everything we built up in 1 year be destroyed in 1 day?
Everything changed, everything really changed.

Both letting go and holding on gives the same amount of pain,
and the amount of pain is unbearable, really unbearable.

Just this will be the last time i will irritatate/pester/sms you anymore.
Hope you find your happiness, may god bless you♥.

The last tear that i will ever drop for you
I miss you, i miss the warm love that i could feel from you..
(Or perhaps, that wasn't you at all.)

2009-07-02T16:36:00.005+08:00

School today is (Y). Feel im learning alot and not slacking now.
Cos now is sitting alone, and can listen to teacher :D
Geog was quite boring with the teacher. Almost whole class talking. Lol.
Aft school, kfc with people. Lol x.x
Then home? Quite no life, going to complete homework now.

Moved link and noone knows. Idk why, just feel like doing so.

I didnt do my work. Lol o.o, nvm can do tmrw. :D
Going to play now :) :) :)!
& class tee is nice pl0x.
Ps: Michael Jackson is scary.

Understood :).

2009-07-01T18:02:00.004+08:00

Great day today i guess :). Except for you.
Lol sorry marcus for asking you go school with me and pangsehing you X:
School, physics and maths were great.
My fav subjects, (:D)!
Aft school stayed back with zhixian and her friends.
Did finish my homework. Yayness!
Walked home with zhixian, loads of secrets one confirmed :D
And she made me consider abt my trust in someone /:
We laughed like siao lor, LOL!!!!!

There are some lucky in love, and some unlucky.
Im the unlucky one, i guess.
Well, forget it. I guess i have a different perspection of you now.
And i guess you love her now.../:
Maybe i should try to let you go.
(But please remember, noone can ever replace the great memories.
And i will forever remember you and them, even if you wun.)

Transformerzxzx!

2009-06-30T20:08:00.004+08:00

STUPID HORNY DAREN.

Lol, transformers aft school with kahling.
Luv you muacks muacks.
Stomachache now, /:

& i dun wanna hate you anymore.
If you think im a bitch, go ahead.
I dun give a fk.
But i will not hate or like you :).

>I dun wanna let him replace you. But, i really need someone to help me forget you...

Quiz :).

2009-06-29T19:01:00.003+08:00

Haha i kope zhenyu's blog quiz. :X
Btw stupid bitch go snatch ur best friend's bf and fuck off my life lah. _l_

01.Who was your last text from?
-Andy ;O.

02.Where was your default picture taken?
-Dun have.

03.Your relationship status?
-Single.

04.Have you ever lost a close friend?
-Yes... Now.

05.What is your current mood?
-Very very sad.

06.How many siblings do you have?
-1.

07.Whats your sibling(s) gender?
-Dunno is girl or guy :).

08.Where do you wish you were right now?
-No place.

09.Have a crazy side?
-Lols, yes.

10.Ever had a near death experience?
-No.

11.Something you do a lot?
-Playing com, last time sms.

12.Angry at anyone?
-Yes. Stupid bitch. _l_

13.What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
-Lol, this question sound like donk.

14.When was the last time you cried?
-Just now, smsing ~.

15.Is there anyone you would do anything for?
-Yup, those who love me :).

16.What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
-Alot of stuff.

17.Who was the last person you talked to on phone?
-Zhixian!

18.What is your favourite song?
-Tonight.

19.What are you doing right now?
-Quiz & listening song.

20.Who do you trust right now?
-Those that love me :)

21.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing right now?
-Idk, lol.

22.Have you kissed someone in the past week?
-No.

23.Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
-Zhixian/Kamho/Sophia?

24.Describe your life in one word?
-Sucky.

25.Who are you thinking of right now?
-Still got who.

26.What should you be doing right now?
-Doing reading task or chinese. LOL!!!!

27.What are you listening to?
-Gee. By SNSD. LOL!

28.Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
-Long time dun have alr.

29.Who was the last person who yelled at you?
-Dunno.

30.Do you act differently around the person you like?
-Sometimes?

31.What is your natural hair colour?
-Black.

32.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
-Donkdonk.

33.Who was the last person to make you sad?
-Still got who.

34.What do you hear?
-My mum telling me got yakult! LOL.

35.Is your hair curly or straight?
-Normal? ;O

36.Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
-No.

37.Do you have a best friend?
-No.

38.Held hand with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
-No.

39.Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
-Yes.

40.Have you ever change clothes in a vehicle?
-LOL, NO.

41.Are you happy with life right now?
-No.

42.Are you currently jealous?
-Yes.

43.What jewelry are you wearing?
-None.

44.What are you doing on friday night?
-Mass convo? Forgot.

45.Have you ever had your heart broken?
-Yes.

46.Have you ever broken someone's heart?
-:/?

47.Is there anybody you're really disappointed right now?
-Yes.

48.What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
-Knee.

49.How late did you stay up last night and why?
-12.30, cant sleep. LOL.

50.Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
-;O.

Tag 15 people.
1. Melissa
2. Daryl
3. Daren
4. Peggy
5. Mandy
6. Sophia
7. Tianen
8. Nabilah
9. Kamho
10. Chuanguan
11. Casper
12. Jovita
13. Jingyi
14. Zhixian
15. Shermaine

Hurt beyond repair.

2009-06-29T17:38:00.009+08:00

First day of school! :D.
Zhenyu owe me lunch hor ^^.
Saw marcus and kamho @ bus-stop.
Si marcus, stop disturbing me about the falling leh! /:
Aft school stay back with zhixian, jovita, jingyi, sanrah do homework.
Good girl anot. Heheh.
Mr Lau came to scold, so went home lor. -.-
Seeing you makes my heart ache. You make me hate smsing, cos it will only remind me of you.

He is mine♥!

HAHAHAHA.

2009-06-29T05:44:00.004+08:00

HAHA GOOD MORNING PEOPLE.
THE TIME NOW IS 5:45 AM. LOL!!!!!
POSTING BEFORE I GO SCHL.
YTD I SLEPT AT 12+.
COS I CANT SLEEP, SO I GO WATCH BOF.
HAAHAHAHAHAHA.
IDK WHY IM SO HIGH.
COS OF MY FATTY STEAD I THINK. LOL!!!!!!!!
OKAY SO NOW I SLEPT 5HRS ONLY.
AND IM FEELING SO TIRED.
NVM NOW I GO WATCH MY BOF FINISH FIRST.
LTR LATE FOR MEETING ZHENYU HE CHOP ME.
BUT WHO CARES HAHAHAHAA.
BYE PPL BYE! LOL.

2009-06-27T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today is a bad bad day,D:
First, my phone has currently gone crazy.
No signal like wtf. :( :( :(.
Not going to replace it, although i have spare phone.
(Darylyouknowwhy/:)
Then, today slack whole day, ohgosh.
Only complete Macbeth's for lit.
Still have Lady Macbeth and 3 witches.D:
& Reading task + Chinese.
But im going to do chinese, lala! :D
I put in spare phone for a while and realise got miss call.
Idk who sia, who call me can tell me? Lol :(
And!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dun wanna go to schl. Hmph hmph hmph.
(Darylyouknowwhytoo/:)
Lol but i wanna see D.

Thanks :)!

2009-06-27T00:33:00.007+08:00

All this time while, i didnt realise.
That true friends stand by you, when you are going thru the worst time in ur life.
Now i know, now i really know.
And i also know, those who leave me/made me become like this,
are people whom are not fit to be called ur friends.
Thank you, for letting me know this.
Thanks to kamho&co, andy&co, yentl, kahling, daryl, vanessa.
Special thanks to donkdonk! :D:D
Seriously, you all are the best.
Thanks for letting me know you all are still here for me.
Glad to say that even if the whole world falls, i still have you all with me.
<3.
And i also know, you are not meant to be mine.
27 June, i will remember.
What irony, 2 more months to my birthday.

(:D)!

2009-06-26T21:25:00.003+08:00

Im going to be an introvert alr.

Today out with (:D)!
Met cg & julie in morning.
I overslept, sorry x.x
Ps: We were supposed to study one. LOL.
Eat then went to meet marcus and casper.
Marcus wearing pyjamas again~ :D
Went to mac. LOL.
Then julie's mum called.
#1, marcus talk damn loud then stop halfway. LOL.
#2, casper come out from toilet then talk damn loud also. LOL.
#3, i fell down-.- (1st joke. x.x)
They said the chair flew backwards and cashier shock dao. LOL.
And call me crazy for sitting on the floor and laughing. T.T

Then went to lan.
We played CS, then kamho came.
I play until headache so let him play.
(See i so kind! :D)

Then when the time up, me julie kamho cg went to foodcourt.
See kamho eat, then eva came.
Then we went to mac, 'do homework'.
No eraser, so me and julie went to lend from casper.
In the end see them FAM battle. LOL.
Then no eraser,-.-
Went back mac and aft a while go lan again LOL.

I nvr play but see them play as very sian x.x
Went out buy snacks with julie halfway.
She saw a guy nvr zip! LOL.
And blue underwear one. HAHA. (Second joke.)
Aft play, went to foodcourt.
Marcus and casper eat.
Marcus wanted to use fork poke open potato chips! LOL.
Then cg snatch over and he opened it easily. -____- (Third joke! LOL.)
Then went home lor with kamho lor.

And he told me some stuff.
Kor, i just wanna tell you, forget it lah, people make mistakes too. :)
And you still got me okay. Hehe.

CASPER CHEW & MARCUS PYJAMAS GUY OWE ME $2 EACH!
Put bigbig cos scared you both cockeye cant see. :)

Wrong choice?

2009-06-25T22:39:00.004+08:00

Daryl, i know you are going to understand this post.
And probably the only one who can.

Should i have chosen B instead of A last yr? :/
Cos now im even more sad when B left.
More more more sad then when A left. :(
Or i left A lol.
ARGHHHHH. DARYL TALK TO ME ASAP ON MSN PLS.

2009-06-25T18:54:00.002+08:00

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be." sweetcheeese@bs,(Nab).

Thats what im trying to do now.
I hope i can. :)

Thanks kahling, chuanguan, kamho, eva, julie and casper for the great day.
Xoxo, (luv you all.♥)

2009-06-24T13:14:00.002+08:00

You want me to study.
But yet, you dun give me any rewards.
All you know is to scold.
Scold me, until im fedup, then so i talk back.
When i talk back, you will hit/cane me.
And now. You want do 2 subjs assessment everyday.
Even when i have netball, and i have schl homework.
You want me to die from pressure?
I feel like running away frm home.
But where can i run to?

All of you are hating me.
Whenever have outing, you will not call me go.
Only i call you all go out.
Also, call me out cos dun wan go with guys alone.
And cos she tired, cant go out.
And "i cant take jokes".
So now im a bitch & a flirt?
Cant you all try to understand me?
Isit that tough?
So now i don't know, who are my real friends.

You. I thought i found someone at last who understands me.
But guess im wrong, right?
You threw me aside without caring about my feelings.
Ignore me more. Thinking i dun care about whether you care anot.
But i do. I care. Alot.
Forget it, its probably over.

Where are you, where are you to ask me if i wanna webcam?
Have you forgotten all about me?
About the promise?
Guess im not important enough.
For you to rmb all this.
My life is screwed, screwed so badly that i wanna jump off the building now.

Because its impossible.

2009-06-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

FISH A FISH!♥

Sorry.
I dun like anyone to like me.
Sorry for being so mean. /:
Argh.

Ooooo, fug you.

2009-06-22T00:53:00.004+08:00

Yah, fuck you both lah.
Stop being such hypocrites.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Guess i no longer have a choice now.
I cant change for you all.
You all have to accept me for who i am.
If you cant, and you chose to believe those bitches,
then forget it.
I rather forgo our friendship.
You know who you are.
And the bitches, i know you read my blog.-.-
Its my blog, too bad lor. :)
Haiz, how can 1 like 2's stead.
Oops, sorry for being so sacarstic but i really hate you both.
I give you both full marks for being bitches.
(Ps, lucaslim i know you read my blog.)

Forget about it, its over.

2009-06-20T17:26:00.004+08:00

MY CURRENT PHONE, :)
(Thanks daddy, i promise to be a good girl.
Can i? /:)

Everything's not going well for me.
Love, friends, studies, CCA.
Haha. (-.-)
Thanks t knee brace, reduce the chance of having to go operation.
Thankful for it, may be able to play netball soon. :)

Loved and lost,

2009-06-20T02:16:00.003+08:00

Im posting at a freaking ungodly time.
Lol, i think it will be quite hard to adjust to schl hours le.
Now im not even tired like WTF.
Okay, maple for whole day agn.-.-
Im going to quit when schl reopen.
I promise. Chiong 36-47 in one day eh. :D

Forget you.
Stop being a burden to you.
Thats all i can do.
Sorry for what i have done.
And thanks for what you have done.
Today, i will let go.
I promise you.

Maybe because its love,

2009-06-18T20:01:00.001+08:00

Played maple for whole day. (Again.)
Starting to do homework now. x.x
Hope i can complete by schl reopen.
My mum says schl holidays may extend if H1N1 continues.
YAY! Means more time to complete work. :P
Back to maple, and omfg daren knows a secret.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up,

2009-06-17T23:36:00.008+08:00

Changed skin alr. :D
Plain, i know. Lol.
Played maple for whole day.
And. Im. Bored. Now.
Fine, i didnt study today.
Not at all. LOL.
Hbb, sb! :O

Family outing soon!
(Not real family duh,)
Ahgong & ahma yay^^.

Yes, i know.
I know all of you hate me.
Even those that i thought would not,
proved me wrong and betrayed me.
Who, who is there for me to trust anymore?

"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up,
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up."
But where exactly are you?

2009-06-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

Out with stead today ^^.
We both damn steady one, she jio me go eat i straight away say ok.
LOL!! :D
Eat LJS, she force me to eat one ):
Bought my wallet at last.
Both of us agree on it. :)
Eat MOF, and talked.
Then she sent me to bus interchange.
Luv you stead<3.
LOL SIA, MY MUM WANNA KNOW HOW TO USE 3G.
SO THAT SHE CAN TRACK MY BROTHER LOL!!
Going to isaac hse tmr to study.
Frm tmr to sat i will study, yay ^^.

2009-06-14T16:59:00.001+08:00

Changed blogskin and,
BOF's luv. Haha.
(Even my mum watches it, -.-)
Korean voice is damn hawt please.
Hehe, but i think aaron is more cute.
Cant wait for the 5th book of house of night.
Randomrandomrandom.
Aw crap, damn H1N1.
Please get lost during sept holis.
So that i can see you again yay.
:D
Ewwww, disgusting bitcho. Please xxxx off. :)

2009-06-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

A break from all those posts bah. Hahas.
Talking to daryl & ian on msn.
Damn funny, can laugh until peng one. :)
Thanks for cheering up uh.
Birgin. Lol, (inside joke.)

Vomited ytd, disgusting.
First time vomited in a few months.
Guess is cos of the crying.
Hahas, its over, i will not cry anymore. :)
& got rashes, idk is cos of the vomitting.
Or no relevance. o_o

Yentl's hse just now.
Sims3 is fun, but i spent half of the time creating the character.-.-
Saw a cat & omg, its cute! LOL.

"Docters are freaking perverts, they touch me."
Wtf is this LOL.

2009-06-12T19:06:00.000+08:00

Haha, guess im not worth of anyone's trust now.
Noone trusts me, whats the use of me trusting anyone?
All backstabbings are going on now.
Making me lose a friendship that i treasured alot.
Fug this, seriously fug life.
Why when everything's perfect, they can be soo perfect.
Now, everything's ruined and the world is crushing down on me.
I hate this, i really hate this.
(If you are reading this, let me tell you. I really didnt do it.)

2009-06-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

In one day, everything crushed down on me.
Friends that i thought were trustable proved me wrong.
And you, whom i thought would be with me whenever i am down did not.
I am confused.
Why is my life like this?

我不是你想象中那么勇敢.
I cant be always the one holding up this friendship.
I cant be always the one to apologise.
I cant be always the one giving in.
I want to be the one recieving too.
I want you to treasure this friendship.
But all this feels impossible...
Strangers > Good friends > Siblings > Hi-bye friends > Good friends > Friends (Now).
What more do you still want?
For this friendship to completely disappear?

For once, lucia is not as strong as before.
Im going to break down alr.
Without you, im simply nothing.
I guess, noone even notices if im gone or what.

2009-06-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

Back frm SYF :)
Quick post cos my hair havent dry.
& tmr have netball carnival.
Meet @ schl at 6.30.
How suay.

Met jayne @ her hse downstairs for ticket.
Then off to far east with julie & shermy.
I waited damn long for them lor. :@

Shop awhile then cab to bugis.
See sher do extentions.
Went julie's hse for her to change.
(Damn freaking long please,)
Then off to lot1 to meet 6 ppl.
Chuanguan, sylves, casper, bryant, marcus, chaisim.
They didnt wanna wait for us to eat.
Reach there then go off to the woodlands there alr. !!!

Sat with afiqah & weiling too.
The guys sat in front of us.
Sher & julie were crazy over ~.
LOL. Taking photos like madness please.
Aft the show, went toilet take pics also.
Then bryant's psp nvr take.
So waited for him @ woodlands mrt.
Until everyone pekchek sia.

Then go off, in mrt.
Actually wan go eat one, but mum nagging like crazy.
So forget it and went home.
Everyone said bye to me in the train:D

Wow great, going to be 12 soon.
5 hours of sleep again. -.-

Putting tagboard soon.
EVERYONE MUST TAG ME WOR.

2009-06-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

Friends are for life,♥

Pizzahut with friends on tues :)
Brother out to camp.
SYF Fiesta tmr.
Parents are irritating shit for not allowing me go netball.
AGAIN. Freak.

2009-06-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

My dad sucks.

2009-06-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

Out with (3-generation) family for brunch today.
Buffet, :)
Then off to grandma's hse to sleep.
HAHA, don't ask me why not sleep @ home.

Maple with bestfriend now.
She going to train me! :D
Going to her hse tmr morning then go schl tmr.
SSC selection, kinda afraid. :O

Just now while walking knee damn pain.
Scared until almost cried. Zzz.
Please dun die out on me, knee.
I need you like seriously. ):

If you haven't noticed, i changed blogskin.
As dull and plain as me. (?)
Hahas.
Btw i posted this on tues night, but it is alr mon.
Lol.
No tagboard for the meanwhile.

2009-05-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

Night @ the musemum 2 :)

Movie with Captain, Stead, Stead's darl, Mr Chew, Mrs Chew,
Domogirl, Guanz, Guanz's bf, Guanz's bf gf, Carhole. :D
Sat with Captain & Domogirl.
LJS before & after.
Life is boring, -.-

Wish to be able to go netball soon. :(
I dun wan operation!

2009-05-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

(No pic for today. :O)

Posted. ^^
Blog was dead for 7 days.
Shall post about ytd & today only.
Hahas.

Yesterday, last day of schl.
Suddenly felt a sense of lost. :(
Pizza treat by M.G. <3
Went to meet stead after schl!
Walked with isaac & chatted about some stuff.
Ate pepper lunch with stead.
Talked to her about some stuff.
Really love her loads lah. :DD

Today. :O:O:O
Wasnt allowed to go netball. -.-
So went to meet zhixian @ schl.
Then off to yewtee point for lunch!
KFC. Talked to her about stuffs too. :)
Went home to take laptop, then off to her hse.
Let her play maple on my laptop.

OMG SHE IS DAMN CRAP ONE, LOL!
Crap almost all the way.
Hahas, see i say out alr. :P

Okay nth to post alr.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-05-22T19:36:00.001+08:00

She and clydia are the freakingly cutest cousins in the world. (She's clydia's sis.)

MYE results out.
Super not satisfied with it.
I will work harder for my desired results.
Coz i can, and i will do it.
So i told myself that i will restrict myself to the com.
30min-1hr per day.
I can do it, i must reduce the number of Cs in my report book.
For last year EOY i had no Cs.
Now i got 4. _1_! Lol.
Okay, off to play facebook games awhile then to do chem paper. :)
Top 10 in class please. :D

Out with my tianen on sun. Yay yay <3!

Everything's over. Guess we just have to move on, huh?
Thanks for all the memories. For the last time, ~~iloveyou~~.

2009-05-17T10:16:00.000+08:00

My cute cousin. :D

Ohmy, i have a dead blog. :(
Okay, so exam's over...
And my results are like totally suck.
I failed history de section B lor. :(
Now @ my grandma's hse, going Sakura later.
For late mother's day present. LOL.
But too bad, im not going to pay any $$. :P
MY MAPLE IS LVL 51 NOW. BUT I NOWHERE TO TRAIN.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Darren hurry come opq with me lah. :D

2009-05-13T15:44:00.000+08:00

Will you be my rainbow? :(

我还想他, :(
Ytd, sch > home > grandmother's hse > home now. :)
Brought my laptop over.
Maple almost whole day. ^^
I dun think im addicted, it just helps me to destress bah.
Now maple server check, dar(r)ens are going crazy. :O
Dunno why, cant seem to post out my real feelings.
Everytime i try to post smth, i will delete it.
ARGH. Sad sad sad sad sad.

Almost going crazy, save me please. Only you can do that... Imissthetimeswehadtogether :(

2009-05-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

Very very sad, how. :'(

Maple for almost whole day. ^^
Lvl 44 in a week or two? Lol.
Totally ownz daren and darren :P
Just now MC with them, was leeching.
Havent study for 4 days!!
Fri, sat, sun, today.
Oh my, im so dead. :( :( :(
Kay, off to study now.
And i just gave my blog url to some close ppl.
Others i dun feel like giving, so sorry uh.
Guess others will find out when time to come bah.
Hahas. :)
Special thanks to vanessa for telling me to cheer up. Love you too ^^

Will i be strong enough to hold on? My brain tells me to let go while my heart tells me to hold you. Loving you has gotten me so mentally tired. Argh.

2009-05-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

@ Charmaine's hse ages ago. :O

Mother's day what shitzxc.
She nagging like hell, me buaysong like hell.
Thanks those who made me laugh uh.
Physics exam on tues.
Not even ready for it.
Studying later @ night?
And maybe tmr going charmaine's hse to study.
Im hooked up on RC. :)